Izzy's Gedichte

"Lost"


I'll find me, you find yourself too
Then I'll find you and you'll find me too
So infatuated, attracted, and distracted
I see myself in your eyes, you'll feel yourself in everything I do
Just show me the path...cause I can't fully find myself until I find you...*

"Man or boy?" 10-15-02

A man looks in2 the mirror,
what does he see?
The man before him, or the boy he used 2 be?
Wondering how the boy developed in2 a man so fast,
what happened 2 time?
When did "The Future" become "The PAST"??
Thinking of the life he's led
scared 2 death of what lies ahead.
2 the man he hasn't changed a day in his life,
but now he's old enough 2 take a wife
How did he get where he is now?
When did wishing turn 2 how?
This is no man, only a boy could be so torn,
so hurt, so emotionally worn..
PICK yourself up man! YOU CAN!
Look in2 the mirror, what does he see?
He sees the man, and the boy...
He sees....me...*

"Everything" 4-9-03

Every step I was there
Every breath is what we shared
Every drip is what we've bled
Every scream blew up our head
Every pic is what we signed
Every tear is what we've cried
Every fight is what we had
Every time one is mad
Every show we shared the screen
Every guy would get a scream
Every show we'd say a prayer
Every show...I'd say a prayer
Every disappointment we faced
Every good time we embraced
Every doubt is what we had
Every interview with Chad
Every month, every year
Every step...I was there...*

"Words to LIVE by" 6-2-04

WELCOME what U HATE
Welcome a change
LIVE while U can in the unknowing strange
shut out the light and let yourself BE
no1 needs light to see
jus be the ENERGY
most important, suit yourself cause that's clean livin
LIFE'S A CELEBRATION so fly with the wings your givin...*

"Questions" 5-1-03

I don't want this,
I do want this,
I do need this
I say screw this!
When will it happen?
Will it happen?
How many times will I keep askin?
Thought I had it...
Swore I did...
What did I know, I was jus a kid...*

non-titled

These thoughts go beyond sight
we're all blind, closed minds see no light
only vision is what two holes show
so much more to "reality" than what we know
too many see life as all there is
see the world for what it really is
my body keeps me "here", my spirit sees beyond "here"
beyond my eyes that only show fear
where always holding on, afraid to let go
what happens when you do? when you do, you'll know
we all "are" and exist, but more than we comprehend
cant think you "are", know it, don't pretend
body and mind be humbled and in awe of what's around us.
think and appreciate
knowledge is a gift
but ignorance to it all is bliss...*

"Ode to self"

i will live on
i will be strong
i will be set free
i will finally be me
i will carry on the real
i will embrace what i feel
i will be true to myself
i will answer to no one else
i will be extreme
i will be the team
i will never give up
i will never shut up
i will do what i want
i will never stop
i will stay true to myself
i will keep this ode to self...*